So ive had an awsum half term even though i have been drunk for most of it.
im kinda worried mum and dad are gonna either send me to boarding school or rehab! i dunno why i dont care about college work, the only thing i can think of is that i dont enjoy it or that i cba? i love english though i work so hard for that! and geography is fun i like that i just got a little demotivated after i got an E in january - i kno i did even worse in this summer paper :[
i think i did awsum in the fieldwork paper and pretty good in gg2 :]
so fingers crossed
but philosphy and law just havnt grabbed me?
i reaallyy wish id been able to do photography and il b o upset if i dont get on the course in september - infact i may even drop out of QE and see if i can do a course somewhere on just photography or photography and english...
god i realy think 17 is too young to have to make such big decisions - so much pressure wen we are constantly seeing the effects on people who dont do A levels etc.
anyway enough of a rant about my college stresses
im also dying to meet a lovely lovely guy who will whisk me off my feet and be my everything i need right now! lol
dream on...
talk soon
xxxx
